Dear diary,
Why am I afraid to write? I never believe in fear, no matter what happens I just face everything regardless, I think I'm specially created, I think God's gat me but then I think I just found my fear and it might just be me afterall! I'm just scared to be sometimes, but then can you blame me? Been an 'Athena' lol...well I'm a handful, I know, with so much strength and extraordinary abilities and ideas and dreams that scare me! I've seen things, done things but I also realise been me is all I've got in the end! When all is gone, I've got Me, my LEGACY and it's gotta be LEGENDARY...Many thanks dearest J for giving all that I have and this is me saying I am ready! its the rebirth! Seasons greetings...kisses..

Dear diary,
Its December and usually the period of thanksgiving but then should there be a particular day, time or season set aside for thanksgiving? I think we should give thanks everyday we see!
Anyway! deep breath....it was thanksgiving Sunday yesterday in church and we had an amazing service! damn! church was full with lots of beautiful people in different beautiful attires, from native to corporate and all....and guess what??? testimonies that bring more hope even if you were on the verge of giving up and to crown it  all, this woman after a very touching testimony, looking all beautiful, she said she promised God to roll on the floor, shocking what people believe in but then you bet it works for them...to my greatest surprise, I am pretty sure the rest of the folks in church were stunned too, the lady rolled on the floor! oh well....*smiling*
 Well,  like i said its thanksgiving and everyone knows just how best to be thankful in their own way, as for me, it was a moment of realization of God's love for me, just then, I went back memory lane and it occurred to me that I have not exactly been so thankful by the way! Really, I cant thank Him enough, I just like to think of myself as specially created...do not be jealous....hahaha...*winks* It's thanksgiving peoples.....take out time to just be thankful, don't ask anything
the guest preacher, pastor Tokunbo said something that sounded funny  but was a fact, he said...people just 'in January, May, all through the year and with some us, its just query and tasking and then we forget that even to see the next day and breathe is a gift! now that is a real lesson!

Dear diary,
It's a morning of mixed emotions since the news of my second icon 'Madiba', 'Nelson' Ixhiosa Mandela.. very early the news of his long sleep woke me up and I kept having random thoughts like, why can't some people just ascend to heaven or live forever?? Every July, which is our month of birth,(Nelson n I)  I'm reminded that I cannot afford to be afraid to leave a legacy!
Is there really more to say? Something new? I don't think so as truly, my heart is heavy but at the same time I'm thankful for your commitment to fighting justice and inspiring me.. this may be a pretty long sleep but sleep well till we meet in a more peaceful world, where there are no wars nor racism anymore..
Sleep on Ixhiosa , sleep on my fearless icon...the legacy remains and I will keep up the fight for the 'ordinary man' in any way that I can...

dear diary,

OK! breathing heavily..... and I was driving through a school when on a second thought, I got in for lots of reasons best known to me..lately, the hunger and urge to do something more keeps increasing and I am seriously on the look out, paying attention..
To my greatest shock, the secondary school did not have a photocopying machine! now hello, this school is in Port Harcourt not in my village, a secondary school not even a primary school, located on the road to the University of Port Harcourt, students were sent out to do photocopying, hence been exposed to the probability of missing classes and other important stuff that could happen in school and the big questions like, where do we go from here? when are the children gonna be taken a bit more seriously? why are our leaders, elected and appointed too busy fighting for relevance and power when the easiest way to be relevant and powerful is to show Love through works? and more popped outta my head! I am not a supporter of any group in particular but if someone is elected or appointed, he/she should be respected and given the benefit of doubt especially when he/she appears to have a plan and is working. Most of our secondary schools are in a mess apart from the private schools and this is not cool not even in the simplest form.

I was there and students were queried for not bringing their cutlasses and brooms etc and were asked to leave without getting certain benefits like school cardigan and more... SERIOUSLY?? very nice to come down and out of your world to really see and know what people go through. It was disheartening and thought provoking to watch them, so sad and all I could was weep in my heart and pray and hope things would change, I wished things could change by the snapping of my fingers and I truly must make a change soon which is one thing i wanna achieve by writing this piece, the word of God says, write the vision and make it plain.. so help me God.

Diary of Crystabel Amaka: Dear diary. ..It's Friday and I can happily say '...

Diary of Crystabel Amaka: Dear diary. ..
It's Friday and I can happily say '...: Dear diary. .. It's Friday and I can happily say 'thank God it's Friday' and 'cheers to the freaking weekend' in Ri...

Dear diary,
It's been a set of mixed emotions and feelings lately...I had some really crazy, eye Opening and strengthening experiences last week...*smiling*

Work at my new place is really exciting and challenging, I've always loved risks and adventure and I'm getting it and more! Preparing my slide for my presentation and u bet my colleagues are really looking forward to the 'D-day'....hehehe...*clearing my throat *. GOD dey, Athena cannot have her hands fallen @ all.... hmmm and this dude walks in and says...'the most beautiful woman I know' blushing and trying not to make it obvious but of course ,i'm given away! Does he realise, I'm on camera and we are both been watched right now?lol...dude! Don't get me into wahala ooo...deep breath...
And oops! Gotta go grab a bite Asap before this work gets all of me..

Dear diary,
Today's really cool...right after the 'eclipse', I woke up soooo hopeful and it's been fair enough, so far...with my new look, Rihanna's 'shut up and drive' hehehe....and my 'nerd' glasses??? Yes! All the look of sophistication....*winks*
I feel this strength 2day and I've finished up my tasks already.....yaayyy!
Ok! Gotta go...bye y'all..kiss kiss

Dear diary,
Something happened yesterday at the salon and it was more like a wake-up call for me.
A girl that has always been friendly finally opened up to me about why she's been...in her words, 'you did something that even you, can't remember and may have seen as little but it meant so much to me and you saved a life'....all I could do was smile and when I could ask her for what exactly I did, she danced away but returned and said 'well u deserve to know ' and she said I bought her water when she asked and that it meant a lot to her as she really was thirsty and couldn't afford it at the time. damn! It just dawned on me that, no matter how little, the help may seem, lend a hand anyway! U never know.....I'm thankful to God for the grace to have and the understanding to give...
In this month of November, my month of double honour, I lean on God for more honour...I and my team are working on a few things around a big dream that has been...Had our first meeting some days ago...the meeting was full of ideas...very refreshing...we shall bring that change.. I am a chang maker...So help me God...*smiles*i keep seeing this bigger picture!

Dear diary...
Live at the surprise birthday bash of this commissioner and I'm wondering, I need my beauty sleep now! This guy is actually decent, more decent than the regular politicians I hear about... but of course! some half naked girls just walked in...do we have to deal with these who don't have the confidence to attend a party without been naked always?! I'm off 2 bed! Need 2 get my beauty sleep + I'm a working class....*big grin*

Dear diary,
2day was indeed awesome as the. Couples carried out activities in church like singing, ushering and lots more! It's been the couples week and it's been amazing! From guest arts like 'Phidelia' to Rev. Sam Oye and more...I learned quite a handful and in as much as I'm enjoying my singlehood yet, I'm definitely looking forward 2 hooking up the marriage way soon mehn..lolz.. u needed to see their dance 2day, lmbo! Funny but enviable!
Just when I was happy with the relief, I had to stay back for a couple of. Meetings! PEN(Professionals Empire Network) the are lucky they got me lunch oooooooo! Well...PEN is a body aimed @. networking and encouraging and enlightening business minds and professionals to their next level. A place. To be! Gives me a. Sense of responsibility and I'm proud to be a part!
Just after that meeting, came another and then an interview! Oh really? Yesso! It's Wisdom and Bidemi' wedding and. I need 2 give my speech, on how much I've known them and all...*smiling*
Not a small something oooo...but wat can I do???
At the car wash. Right about now...
Hitcha...kiss kiss

Dear diary,

I have a dream...that, one day...i would buy me a country and become the most adorable and remarkable ATHENA! To my people, a great people...

So help me God.

Dear diary. ..
It's Friday and I can happily say 'thank God it's Friday' and 'cheers to the freaking weekend' in Rihanna's voice! Looking 4ward to having another good time with Rev. Sam Oye in his 'Foxes that ruin relationship' I could say that, he also has a degree in love sciences amongst his numerous degrees because, damnn! u good dude! Permit my language. .I learnt a few new things and had a real swell time...good laffs and all...
I'm also looking 4ward to my sauna bath and massage because this office of mine is London in Nigeria ooo...freaking cold and the Ac has to stay on as I work with the 'oyibo' MD.....whwew....so gonna be treating me to some warmth and relaxation..hmmm some weekend to remember and wish it will never end. ..who wanna come? Winking

dear diary,
there has been a lot in my schedule as work gets the best of my days lately...
work here at my new place, started off well and is still well just a few challenges which i am managing well..i am committed to bringing change and development here and i will! i am really loving it here, it gives more sense of responsibility and i look forward to each new day with ideas bumping in one another in my head! and oh! i feel that headache like migraine right now....*shrugs*

in my thoughts, i think a lot on what to do next and i am about to birth an idea that would grow and live long forever...and oh!!! don't ask that was just me thinking out loud....*winks* sometimes, i just wish i could trust someone to share my big thoughts and dreams with...don't get me wrong, i ain't paranoid, just learned to be my best friend more..
 today has been beautiful...busy with some work and i did some surfing and writing for my seminar presentation at work soon...i would keep you posted, stay hooked...*winks*

Dear diary,
 The 2nd day of work @ my new place! This feels soooo right! I'm excited 2 wake up early and leave home...cool colleagues, cool boss, cool network everything cool!
I'm looking 4ward 2 a wonderful time here with added knowledge and development.. I bless God, indeed SEPTEMBER ended well, A flourishing finish as declared by my bishop, Margaret Idahosa.

Dear diary,
It's crazy what I hear...People's assumption and all...lol but it's sweet to feel and know that people respect you, you know....*shrugs*
 I hear guys say, 'oh she's too high classed' and all...lol...y'all seen nothing yet tho! because, this goddess here, hmmm....there's more!
 Truth is, guyz just wanna be boring, do what they think is the norm while I want the 'magic'!! Damn! Is dat 2 difficult 2 get????

By the way, I'm having a nice time here! My new place of work, everything is soo cool and fixed! OMG! I love, I love, I love! *big grin*

Dear diary,
Indeed, God is AmmmmaaazzzzziiinnnnG! I've been hypnotised by HIS faithfulness..in fact, I live daily in awe of HIS unending love!

Only yesterday, I attended an interview and I got the job! I was sent immediately for my medicals and I am to resume soonest too! Fair deal + allowances and benefits! God's time is always the best, rightly said! It may take time but God never fails...

dear diary,

A lot has been up, from running into a producer that i have always looked forward to meeting, to the news from the miss ecowas pageant i have put in so much including bothering friends and all....little wonder the saying that, 'all things happen for good to those that believe' and when one door closes, a better one opens.

my meeting with the producer, name withheld was more of a divine arrangement, i had gone to meet with my designer making costumes for my pageant as several scheduled meetings couldnt hold, i was determined to see her this time. she was involved in a movie production and she the costumier, i was just getting some tutorials on how to wear my costumes when this star producer and director walked passed! i said to myself, this is a chance that i cant afford to slip by, they say , opportunity comes to the prepared....i summoned courage and talked to her and she was sooooo simple and attentive! we exchange contacts and i'm looking forward to castings and been featured, watch out for this face! hehehehe.....

Dear diary,
 Life is a story book...we have been given grace and mandate to be authors in the several pages...
I'm on it...my story gotta be a 'best seller'
Remind me daily this my pledge, so help me God.

Dear diary,

Just in my usual wild imaginative moods...And it's the colours of rainbow I see in my head...someone is thinking what I'm thinking, 'love'! *smiling*...oh love, I'm still hopeful 2 have you visit me @ least just 4 a moment..
How I just love love...what really is love? in a world where folks give expecting to get back...well...love is friendship and the best part of friendship is giving and not expecting back,
If it is reciprocated, good but if not be content that @ least you gave yours from your heart..allow love 2 grow in the hearts of those u love, people blame their despicable attitude on previous experiences, but what if we were allowed 2 have bad relationship moments just so that we would know how 2 be grateful for the good one when it comes? A lot of times, we are stuck in d shut door that we are not able to recognise when another door has been unlocked! While some people jump into relationships without been friends with one another, hence, overtime, they become strangers to one another because, they wanted 2 be swept off their feet! So when the real deal comes, they are surprised and embarrassed...sadly, u may never hear the things u wanna hear from the person u love, but then don't be deaf  not to hear it from the one who says it from their heart...Life is short, Live and be happy, be content..

Love is when u are with someone and u never say a word, yet when u leave, u feel it's the best conversation u have ever had! Love is when u take away the passion, feeling and romance and still know u care about someone..*smiling* OMG!! Some call me 'd dreamer'...that all I think are just in my lil head, oh well...God's word assures me that if only ii can imagine, it says, 'I am exceedingly and abundantly able 2 do all u can ask or imagine' hmmm...and whose words do I believe? u have dat answer! I am hopeful! Celien Dion said 'love comes to those who believe', I say add, and to those who have d courage 2 build trust again..

I choose Love...

dear diary,
very shocking revelation as i stepped into the office of my boss to give a report only to see the famous Senator Yerima on TV! he was been interviewed by a fellow muslim whose 1st name i cant recall but surname is Ahmed, obviously, she is not a part of the crazy ideology of child bride and her questions even seemed 'personal' in Yerima's tone...one shameful thing i recall him saying is that 'even his 17yr old daughter is matured enough for marriage' and is getting married this month.. jeeeeeeeezzzzzzzz!!!!! lol.....who says that????? Snr Yerima, of course! what really is the criteria for leadership? because the senator actually said again that, 'if Mrs Ahmed, the interviewer, saw his daughter, she would even be the one to recommend that she got married as she looks really matured' leaves me wondering, does his definition of maturity for marriage have anything and probably a lot to do with looks, maybe boobs and ??? complete the rest.....this is amazing! what sort of leaders do child brides and mums whose youth are denied? this may have become a cliche in the ears of some of us now, but the time for us to keep talking till something happens is now..it isnt enough to make jokes and cartoons of the disheartening news.....news from Egypt, reveal that, child marriage is abominable so i guess the reason the senator is bringing his child bride home to Nigeria and trying to twist our law in his selfish interest....saddening...

I trust that we still have leaders and mothers who would do the right thing regardless...

God bless us all...

Dear diary...
Why evils??? *sadface*...now I'm been fed like an infant!
Yesterday was horrible! Was @ the dentist, mehn! I've been having this toothache, didn't think it Was a big deal as the pain always came n left...2 my greatest shock, d doctor announced 2 me that I would need 2 do an extraction! *surprised* but then he gave me a few injections in my gum and washed the he'll outta my mouth! Swollen gums and pains everywhere, can't talk been crying! Can't even chew, been feeding on pap and oats! Literally  licked  my banana...damn!
I hope I never have 2 do an extraction...pain is unimaginable!
Just happy, I got a day off work...been bed resting

Dear Diary,
Finally, I make this bold trip 2 d dentist! Can't bear dis pain no more..*sobs*
Wish me luck as I go...
No thanks 2 *sweet mouth*...moral of this: not all dat smells or look sweet is sweet or gud 4 u!

Dear Diary,
Imagine these police folks tho... very disrespectful! I'm their perfect match sha....rude guy stopped and was trtyna tease, in his words 'u and dis ur small car' referring 2 my baby jeep aka all sofisticated kia picanto, very clean! can u imagine d dude who isn't even a bicycle owner, I can bet on dat! He asked me to pull over and I did and he asked 4 my licence, with so much confidence, I flung my face away in arrogance and reached 4 my licence and suddenly, it wasn't there, I was like damn! See 'mogbe' hehehe... just then it dropped from within some docs I had! *deeeppp breath*....And then, he says 'ur licence is Ok, lemme see ur particulars' and then he also said 'if u like, throw ur face' lol
Is dat d tone of a defeated man?? I think so! I reached again 4 my papers and he asked 4 proof of ownership! Can u beat dat?! I wasn't furious yet, I explained dat, I was replacing my plate no and so, all dat detail he's asking are with the authorities and the guy was talking crap, I just burtsed Cuz I was too tired already 4 crap and police drama...I gingered d man ooo...lol.. I even needed 2 have a replay!
Some sick folks around sha...hear and see me raking nau, I asked him, Izit dat becuz u r in uniform, pipo don't deserve respect? Ur approach is unimaginable! Just then, a colleague of his came and greeted me and apologised, I was on my way out and wasn't even interested..
Police tho!

Dear Diary...
 Sudden wave of nostalgia, as I wake up 2 remember my 1st kiss, *smiling* I was only 13! But it felt right, soooooo right! I can still remember dat feel..then we wrote a lot of nice letters saying 'I love u' because we meant it not because, there's nothing else 2 say or we needed 2 end a phone call.
I miss those real and innocent days! Now even love uses technology!

Why this nostalgic feeling? Lol...could it be the weather? pweety cold 2day tho with all the breeze, I can perceive the soon arrival of the 'almighty' harmattan!  But then..gotta go 2 work!

Just wish....i could lay in bed...

Dear diary,
What exactly do folks want? Dey have a certain perception about u, which u possibly may not be responsible for, they expect u 2 eat, talk, laugh n even dress in a certain way, u do dat, u are predictable, u don't u form! Na wa o...well sha, moral of d lesson, be U, U-nik, who u wanna be and enjoy been u! Remember if u please everyone, u r wrong! Lolz...

This skool ain't easy! Back here! After several years, not much has changed..d roads are freakn bad! I'm on my way 2 getting an mSC.. many thanks dearest Jesus, I trust u on this journey!

I am not where I need 2 be but I'm thankful 2 God that I ain't where I used 2 be 4 real..i choose 2 be happy. U should make dat choice too..cheers 2 another beautiful day, the Lord has made!
 Busiest days of my life keep unveiling! Not even the chance to write? I guess life is full of surprises, kinda has a mind of its own...lolz and yesterday, was one busy day 'of life'... how can this boss of mine appear @ 5pm, the supposed time of closing to do a presentation for 3 hours? And that costed me leaving my 2nd phone and laptop in a friend's car! Damn! Thankful still.. it wasn't a cab!

dear diary,

its another cold beautiful day...day started already..
i am not sure how i feel about this routine of 8-5 and in this boring place! like the singer said,' it is well with my soul'....indeed it is..

i am earnestly looking forward to TV, mehn! thats where i belong! been working on my write up, 'the role of youth in nation building', a presentation i would be giving at the miss ecowas pageant soonest! as i write and seek the opinions of smart and patriotic friends, a lot unveil and it saddens me how much youths are ignored...and one serious event that has become threatening to our rights is the recent attempt to legalize slavery and abuse of our rights as youths in the name of marriage! oh dear Lord, should power intoxicate to this extent where people have no fear for God?

what really is the role of youths when we are forced into marriages where we dont feel love? last i recall love is a choice, yet by been forced, we are denied our rights to choose! even God never forces us....

WHY??????

where are the mothers? the 1st lady of the nation, the women in power since we dont exactly enjoy democracy as the people in power, elected, selected or appointed are the only ones in charge... where are all of you? or are u in support of giving your babies who would even be embarrassed at their 1st menstrual cycle out in marriage?

these men are not sex starved! rather than discuss how to empower us, they wanna take the little we have, our sense of belonging?

WHY?

dear diary,

its been amazing thus far! beautiful things keep unveiling....hehehe..hold me somebody plix!

it was on the 11th july 2013, i had missed getting on that flight to lag for the Tinsel audition which was to commence on the 12th! the spirit of God spoke to me, i could hear the voice faint saying 'dont worry child, u would get to lag'...and so i anticipated much and lost sleep, i was up at 5 and i tried to book and got a space with a fair enough price! and off i dashed to the airport to make the payment at 8am...and shortly after, i got an interesting call from Mr.Tonye to do a fotoshoot for the runway infuse shopping fashion show! a runway show sponsored by blackberry, we have been looking forward to..damnnnnnn! quickly, as i couldnt wait, i was so excited, i live cameras! OMG!!! i hurried and got some costumes and enjoyed d makeup that had me looking totally different..lol....i didnt realize God had a plan till after the shoot! i made it to the airport aaaannnnnnnddddd it was a nice trip! made a new friend, #winks#

13th, day 2 audition came! and i was the 1422th! lol...i got it later that we were over 3000....OMG!!! A lot of folks are also tv crazy! lol....tension rose as we all waited for our turn and tried to get into character! and then, came my turn! hmmmmmm......given 2mins to deliver anything from your head, lol i did my bit and i got a call back!!! yaaayyyyy..,...to return again on monday! now i need an excuse for the office! what do i say to them at work?? lips sealed*....

dear diary,

2day was an another amazing day as my birthday celebration continued! yesterday was quite busy with a handful, work and funnnnn.....whew!

I visited the home of the motherless children, very emotional moment...seeing those children looking malnourished yet happy just made me sober! indeed we all have what to be thankful for!

with joy in my heart I shared the little time dat seemed more thean enough with them and we played a little game initiated by my friends and we took really beautiful pictures, ouch! how I love kids!

one day, I would buy me a country with so many cute kids in it and I would be their mummy!!!!!!!!
lolz...

talking about 2day, on the outside of my world,  I hear there has been chaos in my city around the govt house! leaves me wondering, why the hate? blackmail? injustice et all????????

obviously, the prophecy of the end time is unveiling! its just a shame that people who are leaders don't know how to be proactive? fighting in public? at the cost of the lives of the innocent? where do we run to from stray bullets and all? what have we done wrong by voting these folks who have proven to be insensitive and selfish to our pain??

help us God..

dear diary,

and its my birthday 2day!!!! yaaaayyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! happy birthday to me!

there's been lots of calls, texts of good wishes and prayers, damn!!!! I am blessed with an amazing family and wonderful friends! couldn't ask for anything else! lots of gifts and all!

many thanks dearest Jesus for the gift of life and your ever sufficient grace, bless my mummy and give her long life to enjoy me(her blessing)...

this month is indeed gonna BE SUPERB! started well with me in attendance @ the fresh dew dedication and anointing service in church... it was glorious and it was declared that this month is the month of rejoicing and celebration! yeah! indeed! I bless God for more!

it is always a memorable day on the 9th July!

off 2 the home of the underprivileged in a bit!

hmmmmm.....miss those important cuties!

dear diary,
it feels like a year since I last stopped by...
its been everything, busy, beautiful, hectic, sad, joyful etc...but they say 'life is like a piano, white keys are happy moments and black keys are sad moments..but then both keys are played together to give a sweet melody'....life indeed is beautiful...well here is a few things that have kept me up and about; hmmmmmm! my much anticipated speech on fashion on the 27th may, children's day, it was an ammmmmaaaaazzzzing experience as I was applauded, everyone kept whispering how they loved my speech and charisma and dressing and all...and I almost turned purple from blushing..lol... it felt really beautiful with the lovelies around...lately I have been getting really involved with lots of things and I am happy at all,on the verge of finding fulfillment. last sunday was father's day! yaaaaaayyyyy...thumbs up to all the 'good dads', it was an emotional day for me, not exactly sad, kinda mixed.. I was made to write a poem for dads by my creative director, really smart n crazy dude.. Michael, aka 'soundmynd', had 2days to write and rehearse and all, my 1st actually, coupled with my crazily busy schedule but I did it! tho my presentation wasn't exactly me, that's how I felt but some said it was kool! what can I say?? *chuckles*..and Saturday, before the sunday, was full of tension at the audition of the 'RUNWAY INFUSE SHOPPING' audition, sponsored by blackberry...models of different shapes, sizes n looks were everywhere! hmmmmm....thank God for exposure, confidence and good charisma ooooo...else all em 6ft models were aimed at u know....*eyes rolling* mood; DIVA...lol....over 150 models, but thank goodness, I am among the chosen 12! mood; *dancing*............the guys weren't left out! hot dudes with awesome bodies...*sealed lips* shortly after the auditions and selection of selected models, there was an interesting foto session and interview, don't worry pics loading soon..*winks*..annnndddd then it was synergy time! OMG! was so famished! thanks to Mrs Daniella! I had left my wallet at home! *whew* and so we got some snack n drinks...hmmm....how relieving! daniella dear, u are such a live saver! and so we headed for church, the singles event and I was a speaker, defending my gender.....lol
what I enjoy doing even in my sleep! lol...well it was fun...lots of opinions, opposing and supporting...I had a good time...
gotta go now....its past work time and its raining heavily...gotta find a way around getting home b4 d trafik builds up stronger!
ciao...

dear diary,
today has  been awesome till I almost let this annoying colleague get the best of me..*scoffs* I am not happy that I gave her the much chance! but its alright....*deep breath*.....*big grin*

mood: cheerful again.....yaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy!!!

btw I keep getting calls from strange folks, frauds, I must say, hmmmm... claiming, they promised to get me jobs and all....lol, how thoughtful of the dude! I think these folks should be dealt with and thought great lessons, what y'all think? Friends, please be careful and apply more caution, watch your back, your kids and all and pray more, the world gets crazier everyday with idle folks looking for whom to 'devour'...love u all...

its the 'children's day'...but its not a public holiday! who truly celebrates the children if the parents and guardians are off to work and all?????? leaves me wondering if children are relevant to our society? as we obviously don't create 'much' time(giving little preferences to those that try) for the little wonders and gifts from God. Children deserve more than we are giving, we think that as long as they have the basics, that is all, but a friend says, 'before education, there was man' and the formal education isn't all that there is to offer, as these children, if not shown adequate love, care, attention, and the little details that count for their buildup are not accounted for, they wont be able to face peer pressure and would be forced to be 'wanna bes'...from interviews with some parents, it was shocking to know that some didn't even know the favorite colors of their kids! dammnnn! children shouldn't be left to deal with themselves, deal with finding love and all, charity begins at home and children form the society we see today and that would be in the future, so if they are not well groomed and they do not feel loved, u bet we build a society of terror with underdeveloped youths! Have a rethink parents and  to the leaders, please add children's day to the public holidays existing to enable parents celebrate their kids specially, its a once in a year event and children deserve the time and more....happy children's to the beauties around the world....much love...one day I would own a country with children who would not be isolated, with children who would have a sense of belonging!

Dear diary,
the much anticipated day came yesterday as I gave my presentation on fashion! I remember praying a lot and taking deep breaths! lolz....God indeed answered my prayers.....as there was cheering and all in agreement to my points..It was a really beautiful experience.. I even had folks ask me for a copy of my article! hmmmm! I am humbled....stay tuned for video uploads and updates...*big grin*

Dear Diary...
Yesterday was Amaaaaaazzzzing! it was African sunday and everyone came to church in different african attires and there was lots of dancing in the African way too! hehehe.....u bet, with me, it is always the 'afrodiasc' thing as surprised eeryone with graciously walking  in, in wrapper and gele! lol....everyone looked stunned at the appearance of this goddess(me) *big grin*....there's a always a 1st time u know...trust me, I had a good time with all the attention and cmpliments!!! Not leeeeeaaaavvving the pictures out! fun! Fun!! fun!!! leaves me wth realizing what a BeaUtiful bride I would make! daammmnnnn

dear diary,
my speech presentation is almost ready for sunday!! yaayyyyyy! *dancing* and I just read it to my colleagues and they were intrigued! *blushing* I am just gonna do a lil more rehearsals on my stage and body communication...u know I would kill it! hehehe....wish me luck tho! I must get videos and sign autographs afterwards. *big grin* okay! back to work! lol.....muahhhhh

back to this place called the 'job'...whew!!! this 8-5 routine thingy could be really BORING tho...guess what I encountered today???? a driver almost crashed in my car this morning! jeezzzz..I figured it was out of fear! so in that freaky, uncalculated act, he would have crashed into me and probably left a lot of folks wounded! leaves me wondering....a man who is afraid, what is he called? what would he teach his children? I bet u wont wanna say that yourself! now you know why I am choosy! *lips are sealed*

Dear diary,
I just had a COLD bath! you know how much I aint no fan of cold water but mst aDmit I had a good time! *big grin*....you would agree with me that water is 'life'!! its amazing as I got my relief just after that refreshing cold bath..I had been sleeping for about 4 hours? omG! I must have been EXHAUSTED! who wouldn't be tho? its been crazily busy for me day after day, week after week! I basically lost my weekends! its been one casting for a fashion show or the other not forgetting rehearsals with oGaga for the 'open designers' faShion wEeK'....whew! I perceive that you are about to second the 'notion' (lol) that this body deserves some masseuse..........yeah!!!!! saturday was fun tho regardless of the long wait! man never keeps to time! it(the casting) was scheduled for 10am but didn't start till 12pm! 12pm! Paid off well in the end with me as the no.2 on the list and 1st to be selected for the 'Port harcourt Fashion industry nite'....what an honour, pleasure and very gOod makeup from God after that not very pleasant experience with the judgeS from the 'African fashion show'......*eyes rolling* for a moment, I wondered if they are professionals! got me, I admit but only a lil'... but then, I heLd my head high knowing dat you win some and take a break to come out stronger and fitter for the more rewarding  battle....Fashion is a religion and I am a believer...no one Can ever take that from me! 2moro is here already, another beautiful day, gotta go now, my bed , pillows, duvet and music miss me....hehehe..*yawns*gud nyt jawe...

hi pipo, misse d ya'll... its closer!Its the 'HELP FAiR',25th! Bring in ur clothes, food etc to help d needy, there's always someone who wud apprct ur love!:contact ME...ASAP

What's the appropriate bridge dat shud be built 2 cover up d wide space between the rich and the poor??? Education?? Hardwork?? Or??? Who really is a rich man btw?

What's the appropriate bridge dat shud be built 2 cover up d wide space between the rich and the poor??? Education?? Hardwork?? Or??? Who really is a rich man btw?

hey friends.....how y'all doing??????????? I'm off to my rehearsals for the open designers market fashion show...I would keep u posted wif pics and all...*winks* ciao....

hey friends....how y'all doing! Trust u had a wonderful time resting off work ysterday???? well I'm out doing what  know 2 do best, winning!  i never sy impossible, I don't even know the word as I know 'I'm possible'....*big grin* oh Yes! u are! Go and win 2day friends..... Dis morning was a lil funny 4 me wif lots of police men on d road like dey were expecting Jesus!!! Managed to beat d trafik dey had caused and got to work jz in time! Busy day again but I will win as alwaysb *smiling*love u loads....wud upload a video of my n ew look soon....*winks* catch my kissEs n make Sure wiN 2day!

jz me..chilling @ work...

If I were not a girl, I would be a bird ...um...a dove or a parrot! Dove is gentle:), parrot is a gud companion, ur friend

A friend....a single soul dwelling in other bodies...I am ur friend! *winks*
Hey friends! How r y'all doing? Sorry about my silence..it been a crrrrraaaazzzzyyy week for me!  its 'U' time! let's get it started! erm....its saturday folks!  4 me, its been weddings all day! whew!

lets talk about my blog............

hey friends.....how are u?? trust u had a 'purposeful' n exciting day???
It is said that clean
liness next to godliness, I say that it is impossible to please God without cleanliness, how? a simple example, how do u feel when u walk in2 an unkempt rom? Aha! I can see tHe look on ur face! I know! its the feeling of  and  xclaiming, 'h no! Where do I begin from? and often times u are caught pacing around ur room! lol....well! dAtS same here! God  isnt a confusionist, and loves ur undivided attention! a clean man is an organised man who can servE as a temple of God. I hope dat with these few points of mine, I have been able 2convince you 2 stay clean and keep it green! Lol....remember u have got a friend here! Love u loads

Doctors Presccription;
you tell a Doctor that you are ill  and what does He do but write a bill...
Here I am, your remedy..
Fill me in the gap left by the pain of isolation, discomfort,turture,
fear and emotional clutch....
let me feed you with pills of great consoling words...
words that nurture the hearts and minds...
words that heals the savage breast....
come and talk to me, I am your friend...

imagine a world without men, it would be a world with fat, happy women! lolz....
welcome y'all to my world.....catch my kisses!!

Crystal

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